Christy Mack is indeed a survivor. She suffered the worst when her ex-boyfriend, Jon "War Machine" Koppenhaver, attacked her back in August.

Now, for the first time after her long healing process, ex-porn star Christy Mack sat down for an interview with ESPN.

"I didn't look in the mirror for weeks," the 23-year-old told ESPN. "Just feeling my face, I knew it wasn't right. So when I'd look in the mirror, it's not me - that person wasn't me. It's so hard to go every day without being you anymore."

Christy Mack, the popular pornographic actress, nude model and feature dancer, sustained 10 broken ribs, a broken nose, broken and missing teeth, a fractured rib and a ruptured liver, E! News revealed. However, before things gone badly, she admitted she fell in love quickly.

"He became abusive about four to five months in, but by that time I was totally in love with him," she describe her relationship with the former UFC fighter War Machine, also known as Jon Koppenhaver, International Business Times reported.

On Aug. 8, War Machine broke into Christy Mack's Las Vegas home and flew into a rage when he found her with friend Corey Thomas. After the assault happened, Mack bravely posted the photos in her Twitter account. However, the response she received were deeply shocking.

"It wasn't OK for people to say I got what I deserved when they had no idea what my struggle was," she told ESPN. "I'm not going to sit around in my hospital bed and have people say that I did something wrong. This is what happened, so I decided to put it out there."

"I did nothing wrong -- it wasn't like I said, 'Please hit me again,'" she added.

Meanwhile, War Machine is currently in jail. He is being charged with 36 counts-including attempted murder, kidnapping and sexual assault. Trial will begin in September.

As of the moment, Christy Mack shaved her head and though her wounds have healed, she is thinking of getting a new tattoo to cover up her old one that says "property of War Machine."